I was determined not to look like I was struggling

When I was younger, I had an idealised view of university. I created montages in my head of joining societies, making life-long friends and enthusiastically walking to lectures and seminars. In 2016 however, my outlook was different. Throughout my adolescence, I had struggled with anorexia and after a four-year battle, I was now able to become a Psychology student. Yet instead of feeling optimistic, I was filled with an intense fear. After reaching this milestone in my recovery, I naively assumed all symptoms of my eating disorder would disappear. I was so desperate to start university and immerse myself in a different environment and find out what this new chapter would hold for me.   I packed up my belongings, travelled to Southampton and moved into halls

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